Thanks..

I will work some time on my table selection and if that doesn't work out the way I imagined I am moving to Prima for starters, although I heard that Paradise Poker has nice players over there.. Also, I heard such stories about I4poker at bossmedia (not B2B) but I will leave that for later... First stop after party shall be prima I think...
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Thanks for your advices... I really appreciate them..

wow.. that sounds really nice.... I think I will give it a try once I get my bankroll up to a NL25 level... Right now I am thinking of moving to some site where there is NL20 (.10/.20) game so that I don't feel "scared" of the NL10 to NL25 jump (cause it's the biggest jump around at these levels I believe)...

yeah... this sounds very reasonable and smart.. I will start playing those table as you suggest Sem although I think I am playing in position right now, just need to disregard more hands that I get in with...

However, while I played I saw a lot of people bluffing, especially on flop and river and this somehow makes me itchy to nail them.. I had [Jd] like 3 or 4 times. Every time it was the best hand on flop where I CB, got called.. comes on turn, I fire again, get a call and then I check the river or bet 1/3 in the pot and got raised 2 times and bet into once... Every time I had a better hand and won.. Once, I won with jacks on flop that was [Kh][Qd] when I made CB with my eyes closed cause I was pretty sure I was called by an ace... good thing it was either a smaller PP or a really weak ace...

Yeah... I won't do this, but, why is there no point in bluffing? Because I will get nailed eventually and it will cost me more then what I made with bluffs ?

Yesterday... I was in a BB with [5d] and around $15.. 3 limpers.. I check.. Flop is [9c][3h] and around $1. I bet $1.50 and get 2 callers figuring the last one is on a club draw and the one before him has either a 9 or an overpair which he slowplayed. Turn is a and I push $11 into 5-6 $ pot and both of these guys call again. River is a and $36 pot goes to first caller with [9h] and his well deserved backdoor flush.. the other guy who I figured was calling cause of the odds or something to get a club had in fact had [9d].. i went beserk right there and decided to stop playing... also.. I get [Jd] and a blank flop.. I bet, get raised and I push.. he has [Qs] and gets on the river.... mahhhhhh..
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I realize that I have to be VERY VERY patient in this NL25 6-max game, but I feel that the cards that I get are just awful and when I get something to play with, I never connect... Oh, sorry, I did connect once, and it seems that I was in fact-.... behind..
[Td] I raise from MP to $1.25 get a caller OTB. flop is [Th][9d]. I check, he bets $2.25, I raise to$5 and he pushes all in.. I insta-call and he has [Qs]... Turn was s*it and river was a life saver - ...

after all the frustration (at least I felt that way) I experienced yesterday on NL25 SH I had like $15 left in my Empire poker account (rest of my money is at moneybookers) so I just sat at 6-max NL50 with those $15 and wanted to take a shot at least... which, let's understand each other correctly here, is IDIOCY to do, but I got lucky and STILL won't do it again...
here are all the relevant hands I played there.. I mean.. ALL of them!...
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I played 44 hands at NL50.. here's what it looked like...
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Hand 1. $15 [5h] in BB. limped, I check. Flop [7s][As]. I check, MP check, OTB bets $2. I fold.
Hand 2. $14.25 [Tc] in SB. 3 limpers, I call, BB checks. Flop [6h][Ts]. I check, BB checks, UTG leads $.50, MP calls, OTB calls, I raise to $4. All fold. +$3.30
Hand 3. Hand 4. Hand 5. folded PF
Hand 6. $17.80 [Jc] UTG. I call, folded to OTB who calls and SB calls, BB checks. Flop [2d][7d]. SB and BB check, I bet $2, OTB raises to $5. Blinds fold and I go all-in to $17.30 and OTB calls. Turn . River . He has [4s]. +$17
Hand 7. $34.40 Folded [4s] PF from BB to a PF raise.
Hand 8. $34.05 Folded [5d] PF from SB to a PF raise.
Hand 9. folded PF
Hand 10. $34.05. Raise to $2 PF from CO with [Ts]. Folded and I collect the blinds.
Hand 11. Hand 12. folded PF
Hand 13. Hand 14. Folded BB and SB due to a raise.
Hand 15. Hand 16. Hand 17. Hand 18. Hand 19. folded all PF. once BB and once SB.
Hand 20. $33.30 [8h]. I raise to $2 from CO and and SB calls. Flop [6c][4c]. SB bets $2, I raise to $8 and SB folds. +$4.10
Hand 21. Hand 22. folded PF.
Hand 23. $36.90 [8h] in BB. Folded and OTB and Sblind calls. flop [9s][Jd]. SB check, I bet $1 and they fold. +$4.10
Hand 24.-Hand 31. folded PF
Hand 32. $37.10 [Kh] in CO. I raise to $2.50, OTB reraises to $6. All fold and I push to $37.10. OTB thinks long time and folds saying he had JJ. +$6.75
Hand 33. Hand 34. Folded PF.
Hand 35. $43.35 [Jh] in BB. Folded to Button who minraises to $1. SB folds and I call. Flop [Ah][Qd]. I obviously donk bet $1.25 and OTB just calls. Turn and I check and OTB checks. River and I check, OTB bets $2.95 and I fold. -$2.25
Hand 36. folded PF from SB.
Hand 37. $41.35. I am OTB with [Kh]. Limped to CO who has $82 and who raises to $2. I reraise to $8. All fold and CO calls. flop [3c][Tc]. He bets $7 and I push to $33.35 and CO calls. I was really affraid at one moment that I am AGAIN against aces... Turn and River . He shows [Qh] and I win. +$40.10
Hand 38. folded PF.
Hand 39. $80.95 [8d] in BB. all fold. SB calls. I check. flop [2d][9c]. SB bets $.50 and I call. Turn and SB bets $2 and I again call. River and SB checks and I check behind. He has [2c] for flopped 2 pair. -$3
Hand 40. I raise PF with [8s] (dead man's hand I think).. All fold and I collect the blinds.
Hand 41. folded PF
Hand 42. $78.90. [Kc] in CO. UTG calls, MP folds, I raise to $2. UTG calls. Flop [Qh][Js]. UTG donk bets $.50 and I over cautiously call. Turn and he again bets $.50 and I call again. River and he checks and now I bet $3. He folds. +$3.45
Hand 43. Hand 44. folded PF and then left the table to get some lunch..
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So, my NL50 exploit finished like that... what does PT say about it?
VP$IP 22% / PFR 12% / Flop AF 4.00 / Turn AF 0.00 / River AF infinite / Total AF 2.25 / W$WSF 64% / WtSD 22% / W$SD 67% / 153 ptbb/100 hands
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Geez... NL50 will wait some time before it sees me there again... This was pure rush I think and somewhere inside I am glad that it happened when I jumped to NL50 and not at NL10 because this way I got my money back faster .. comments welcome, If you can even be bothered to comment this...

Damn... I am trying to find a site with a decent bonus and moneybookers support where I could play my silly micro stake NL and I have really difficult time doing that.. I mean, I can't find anything worth dedicating time to.. Either the bonus sucks (at least in my oppinion) or the bonus is attractive and can be cleared at lower limits but the site doesn't support moneybookers.. And so I am probably stuck to Party Poker or maybe I will go to Golden Riviera (no bonus since I did the $40 one) to play .10/.20 as it seems to me that players there are pretty bad...
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As for my weekend.. got drunk/stoned on thursday because I was at the club's birthday party where some of my musician friends had a gig, then on friday went out again and got drunk again, and on saturday we all watched CRO COP being slaughtered by that brazilian and then we got drunk again...
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Haven't played 1 minute of poker today because I withdrew from Empire thinking I will go to some other site but then I realized what I wrote about above and so I am now officially pissed off... On the bright side, Croatian girls are beautiful and today was a lovely sunny day so I went to a lake here in the city where everyone goes when weather is nice and I chilled a little and relaxed... It was nice..
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Since I am not playing again until I find some good place to play at I will probably go on watching Battlestar Galactica .. I finished watching all the short webisodes and I am now off to the 1st episode of season 3...

-sigh-