Fuggin Xaston. Just when you post in your journal about needing to buckle down, and when other people give you a lot of helpful suggestions and advice, almost all of which says
Doood, you need less drama in your life. More poker. Less drama. Then you go and try to create more drama? Including posting this question in a place that you roomates will undoubtedly see? C'mon man.
Live up to your obligations, focus on your game, put in the hours, and quit creating dramatic situations that distract you from those things. Life is too short.