I don't tilt often....so here you go. We both have about $160.
Dealt
![The Ace of Diamonds [Ad]](https://www.pofex.com/images/smilies/Ad.gif)
FLOP $49 (4 handed)
![The Ten of Spades [Ts]](https://www.pofex.com/images/smilies/Ts.gif)
Everyone checks.
TURN $49
![The Ten of Spades [Ts]](https://www.pofex.com/images/smilies/Ts.gif)
I've now picked up some more outs with a straight draw. BB bets $18. I raise to $50. Folded back to BB. He waits a while and calls. I knew he wasn't acting...he had to think about calling that bet.
RIVER
![The Ten of Spades [Ts]](https://www.pofex.com/images/smilies/Ts.gif)
My shit night continues as nothing hits. He checks. I move all-in for $95. He almost uses all of his time...and types in " i just can't fold this."
He calls with
![The Queen of Spades [Qs]](https://www.pofex.com/images/smilies/Qs.gif)
When I saw his hand I went ballistic. I instantly shut the laptop fiercly and got ready to fling it off the porch. Sure I was tilting..but this was still a suckout of high degree. Unless the river was another spade or maybe an 8....there was NO WAY he would call my river bet. And just the fact he hit a runner runner flush when i had the legit draw really pissed me off. I could not hit shit all night long!
I've been thinking about this hand all night and morning...that spade on the river really pisses me off.
Anyway, other then my preflop call...(which was tilt and horrible), I really liked my play postflop. I'm just tired of always having the river be the card they need or want.
Lesson to be learned: don't call A5 suited for a legit raise. Even if you hit a good flop.. you still are gonna lose

Thoughts?